The Truth.
I’ve finished downloading the lastest episode of 90210 last night - season 2, episode 14. I watched it not knowing it will struck the hell out of me! I can’t believe I’ve seen it thrice and now I’m blogging about it like I don’t have a night duty later. HAH!
“And I’ve been trying so hard - so unbelievably hard - to be polite and perfect and to prove that we have something in common! But you know what, I’m done trying, I’m done! Cos you know what? This is me, Liam! I don’t give a crap about how to build a boat! And I don’t do french fist fights! And I hate nature, I hate it! If you ever, ever think that I would go hiking again, you’re out of your freakin’ mind! And if you don’t like me for who I am, then that’s just too damn bad!”
I know girls who are actually in this kind of drama and I know I could count myself in. Sometimes, we want something so badly that we unknowingly adjust ourselves to fit into that stupid picture we want to see. We don’t even know the picture looks stupid until we get tired and miss our own self. Then in the end you’ll realize what an idiot you’ve become. Then you realize you should get out of there and out of your great love for yourself, you save yourself. In this episode’s case, Naomi did (and I would have done exactly the same thing, believe me I’m sure of that. Okay, I’ve done that.) and guess what Liam made the effort to go wherever she was and said..
“Look, I have been feeling a little distant from you eversince we got back together and I couldn’t figure out what was wrong, why weren’t we connecting. You’ve been so polite, so unlike the girl I fell for.”
“I just want everything to be perfect. I guess somehow it translated to not being myself.”
“Well, I’m glad you’re done with that. Because the girl I fell for is bossy, opinionated, and knows what she wants.”
HAHAHA seriously I love this conversation! So simple yet very strucking. I guess the bottom line is, STOP BEING THAT PERSON AND BE THE PERSON YOU ARE. Know exactly what you want, know your worth and don’t settle for anything less. Waiting will pay off. This truth I’ve contemplated about is not easy! It doesn’t happen in a snap! But I intend to apply it anyway cos really, I know I am confused right now. Like I don’t know myself anymore. I feel lost and I need myself to save me. It’s about time.
I love 90210! I love this episode maybe because it rang a bell?
